I don't know what I want!
Why don't I get what I want?
The more I pay attention to things the more I realize the rules of the game had changed. I might say we are out of toilet paper and next time I head up the stairs I trip over a new package of toilet paper. I don't bother to ask how that got there any more, I just count my blessings. Logic doesn't rule this world so firmly as it has in the past nor does the validity of scientific proof define possibility. As new energy is opening up on the earth plane we as a species and the world as a living being is transforming and shifting out of the form as we have known as the truth in the past. These shifts can be really baffling depending on how attached you are to your truth. Or things being as you assume them to be. That is a good one! Things are usually never as I assume them to be, they are better or if I am projecting my worries they can be worst than I imagine. So I have adopted the attitude "all is possible but that is not my probability!" This is a good retort to those nay sayers in you life. It has helped me to keep them from raining on my parade and inserting doubt in my conscious when I am holding a thoughtform that I am bringing into manifestation.
I want that!
I desire it!
When I say holding the thought form I mean having an intention /desire and having an energetic alignment to an outcome. An energetic alignment is having more desire than resistance and having emotions for the object of your desire. I don't know what or how it will exactly manifest because I release the form for my Source to create, which is always equal or better than I can imagine. Holding on to it happening in a specific form is just limitation in sheep's clothing.
To manifest which is becoming easier and easier with the energy shifts that have opened up on the planet these days. We manifest our world all the time. I know you are going to say: but I don't have that or that, and this and that is happening, and I didn't ask for that. Well you did! Nobody is to blame but your self if you are not living the life you want. Go out and buy yourself the biggest box of crayons there is and start using new colors.
The issue that I see with people is that they don't believe that things can happen to take care of the bills. They get so caught up in worry or having it come about through some specific means instead of letting it come in. They just can't allow it to come in or believe it can happen that way. It has to be through the lottery or work not that a stranger hands you the money or you look down and there is the money, or your bank account has it somehow. That is going to far for most peoples to fallow and ability to make it happen. It is easier to worry, be filled with anxiety about some boulder on the road that you haven't even come up to yet than entertain the possibility that life takes care of itself. You are putting the boulders on the path and nobody else. What ever we energetically align with will manifest!
Emotion is the E-(energy) Motion to attract and magnetize to us what we desire. Like things or energy attracts or is in resonance. It is so hard and I don't totally understand why we make it so difficult to be open to receive good. We deserve it and it is our heritage and we have a surplus of karma chips that we can redeem for bucks.
Is that possible for me?
That's only possible for others.
The beliefs people hold about money and good things happening to them is amusing. One of these days I am going to do a stand up routine on that because it is truly funny how serious people get with the illusionary thing called money. That is so imprinted and pressed so deeply and we have a lot of our identity wrapped around that green piece of paper. How can that be us? There is enough and more than enough to go around if people honored and were in gratitude of the gifts and abundance that we can generate. We need to learn not to rape the earth for our wasteful consumption needs. How much do we really need? Excess is just waste because we are not using it and enjoying it. I have new rules: (because I do come from pack rat stock genetics) One is if I haven't seen it in a year I don't need it.
Use the good china...
Saving things for that special day or what ever is a waste and that day is today. Hording is just a way to close off your ability to receive and tells the universe that you are afraid or don't believe in abundance. Buying things because they are the newest and greatest toy is just another form of playing "King of the Hill". Commercialism is a form of seduction manipulating us into slavery. I can't go into a big department store with out getting dizzy and confused. The energetic impact is just intense and most people don't even notice what or if any thing is wrong with the picture. If I have a compulsion to shop I buy what I want take it home and look at it and return it after the rush is gone. I realize once my head clears that I didn't want or need the thing, and it goes back! I have no qualms to return stuff. If I don't respect what I have by using it then I am not taking care and honoring what I have. Gratitude and respect / reverence for the sacred in everything is important. Having that energy will attract more of the same.
I love that about my life!
So you don't have what you want in life maybe you should look at what you do have. Is it aligned to your desires? Is it aligned to someone else's desires? Is it aligned to what you where fearing to have or happen? Are you truly open to receiving? Can you let go of the form and trust Source to bring in equal or better? Is your desire greater than your resistance? Do you dematerialize what you set out to materialize through your negative talk and fears. Do you allow other peoples dreams over run your dreams? The list is endless but the most important thing I can share with you is to set things out with emotion not just mental energy. Feel it not just intellectualize it! Be aware of what you are saying to yourself and what you believe, what you have been taught, what others around you want for you, and how much you want something and most important how invested you are to it coming to you in a certain way. Open up to entertain the many Possibilities that it could be without any skepticism or doubt. Suspend you're the need to have proof. Allow possibility and feel how good it is for all to be possible!
That is possible, but not my Probabiliy!
Don't forget that all is possible. Don't worry about what you don't want because that doesn't have to be your probability. Remember what ever you worry about becomes an intention. Worry is a powerful emotion that energetically aligns to the obsession and attracts that into your life like a big magnet. You can decide if that is your probability or not. Ask your self why would that come into your life? The answer will tell you if there is resistance lurking under the surface or if you desire it. Check your answer. Do you kinda want it, or do you really want it? If you feel that you can take it or leave it that is a neutral response, and there is not enough emotion attached too your desire. With a neutral response you need to pump up your feelings of desire. I do this by making a mental picture of having what I want. I image feeling what it will feel like when I have it. It is important to acknowledge that you have it. I image using what it is I want. How am I going to feel using it? I make those feelings so real I sometimes forget that I haven't received it yet. It is not a longing to have it but the desire that it is. Wishing is like longing. Desire is a statement that it is!
I feel what it is like using it and how I will use it. It is important to honor what you create in your life and using it and sharing it with others is a way to honor and feel its possibility. I also imagine what other people say to me about having it or what I say to other people when I have it. I listen to what is being said for clues to check any latent / hidden beliefs of impossibility or wanting it for the wrong reasons. I make my visualization so real that I can feel touching it. How does it feel? Or maybe it is something that has a smell or taste then I imagine what that is or could be like. What are the odors and tastes that fill you with good feelings of satisfaction and delight? Associate them with the desire if they are not something that has an odors or taste.
Don't sweat the small stuff!
Make your visualization and feelings so intense that it feels real! Than let go of how it will come into your life and/or if it is possible. Are you congruent Those thoughts are resistances and small details. Don't sweat the small stuff! Let it go out to Source and don't try and limit how it will be possible. It just will be in a manner that is equal or better than you could imagine. Trust that all is possible and open to receive. Don't keep checking the pot to see if it is boiling. That is not trust and resistance creeps in to say "I told you that wasn't possible!" Let it go and focus on what is in the moment, and have your heart open with gratitude for all the gifts around you and in your life! Let your life become better than you imagine!
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